Gangsta.

Officially Dumped for Tumblr.

2010-12-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Deuces by Chris Brown.

I've Graduated. I got one more paper left of SPM. & I'm done. I wanna take MARINE BIOLOGY! I wanna go UK to study, it's gonna take 3 years there. And yeah. heh. Let's see how my decisions change throughout these next few months. :) Wish me luck.

Thank you very much.

Tick Tock.

2010-09-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

Listening to Please Don't Go by Mike Posner.

I've been spending more of my time well, less here. More out there. More books. More TUMBLR! I love my tumblrr. heee(:
But Neways, from my old posts. I can tell that alot has changed. Like, I have a Blackberry now. & I regret. -.- I want an Iphone 4! :D heh heh. I've watched GrownUps, funny. Step Up 3, great. Camp Rock 2, different. Vampire Sucks, wierd. HAHA. Spent more of my days in KL. I love KL! Makes me feel so happy. ahhaha!

From my birthday.

I want a bicycle!

That's all. SEE YAH! Oh yeah, HAPPY RAYAAAA!
xoxo.

You Can Turn Off My Sun, But I'm Still Gonna Shine.

2010-07-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Like A G6 by Far East Movement ft. The Cataracs, Dev.

I WANT A BLACKBERRY BOLD! THE ONE WITH THE BALL!

So if you've heard, I just turned 17 yesterday. WHOOOH.
A special THANKYOUVERYMUCH to everyone who wished me(: Appreciate it.

From Friday night. Was in KLCC & Pavilion. Been awhile since I've been there. Got 7 undies from CottonOn! :D && A black long sleeve top which I wore the next day :D

Saturday morning was in KL again, but this time with the family, the 6 of us. ( + NatLi ) This is the second year she's been for my birthday && more to come! (: Hopefully. We had an awesome breakfast! So yeah, ANYWAY, stayed in KL till 5+ with Nat & my sis. We were at Aquaria cause I wanted to. The last time I was at Aquaria was when it FIRST opened! Cool huh? I love the Water Rats! :D heeehh. Damn cutee. Was playing with the Sting Rays! Then Nat reminded me that Steve Irwin died cause of them. HEH. Ouch for me. Stupid for me. HAHA.

Then then, I LOVE THE GECKO's! I would love loads! And and, what elseee caught my eyeee. Hmmmm, not sure. Don't remember. But yeah, I fell asleep for 10minutes in there. HAHA(: Tired form last night. Walking around KL in BOOTS is not that relaxing but yeah(: HAHA.

I arrived at SunwayPyramid around 530pm. Mone was there and after 5seconds Lan arrived. Lisha & HX arrived an hour later. Met up with the Form4 boys & Daus at 6pm. They were at Sunway since like a long time ago(: So yeah, we had dinner at Nandos. Pauline and KJ came at 8? heh. HER SURPRISE FAILED.

Met up with Eddy, Ainuddin, Shakur, Dani, Hafiz & Parvind. <3

Then then, yeahh. ALI was there. and yeah(: At 9pm, we went in NitePark. 'WE' as in, my awesome girls & their boyfriends & Ali. HAHA(: I LOVE MY GIRLS! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. SamYiXian && Atiqah, you guys were really missed. <3 Yeahh, so sat on the rollercoaster && the 360 twice, for me only. I lost my voice. What elseeee, Asyraf came later too(: We left Lagoon at 1030pm. Yeah, got home at 11pm? Pauline's family sent me home. KJ was in the car too(: I guess that is all. I loved the 360 with Mone, listening to her laugh at me screaming and shouting was TERRIFIC. AHHAHAHA(:
Oh, I realised I sat on the 360 tomahawk TWICE, both times with my phone in my pocket. HAHA. damnnnnn. Nicely huh? :D

I reallly enjoyed last night, even though I wasn't happy about something. Disappointed really, but we can't get everything we want now, right? Sigh.

So yeah, that is all! (: Have to studddyyy from noww onwards! Sigh, I need the discipline.
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

"Girl, You Make It Look Style."

2010-07-14T15:10:00.001+08:00

Dirty Picture by Taio Cruz ft. Ke$ha.

Skipped school today, heh.
Anyway, Pictures from Confirmation, last month:

Just did new specks yesterday night. It's suppose to be 1000 bucks for my LENS but the shop said they can give 700, but my mom compromised & it went down till 500. Like whoaa. heh. Specks itself is like 300? AHAHA. Nicely. heee.

Rocks && Roses.

2010-07-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

Songs by Conor Maynard, some random youtube guy with goood voice.

Hi, how you doing?
"Isn't it time for you to put your cape on & that 'S' on your chest? & Come save me?"

10th July was at Kaii's place, after being at AC && Pyramid. So was there killing time till our movie at 9pm at tropicana. It was Ecplise! HAHA. Anyway, she 'maked-me' up. HAHA.

My Sunday was sad. Enough said. heh.
Yesterday? Normal je. heh.

Class Trip today(: from 830am till 11am? Had other schools there too. XinYi was the photographer.

Juneee, we still need a new picture. I look stupid here. -.- HAHA. LOVE YOU! <3

Khesh, you are loved. Believe that(:

Chua, I'm never gonna leave you. EVER. ILY.

5KB of 2010.

Jyeah.

"If their amazing, then they won't be easy. If their easy, they won't be amazing. If their worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worth it."
And this is how the story ends.

Wishes.

2010-07-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

We'll Be A Dream by We The Kings && Demi Lovato!

I was a tadd bit sadd, blueee. But I'm better now(:

I watch you. I tune into everyone. Their lives && maybe sometimes on how it would be on 'if' this and 'if' that. But I know I'm not the only one bu I envy.
I wanna be pretty, I want to be beautiful. I hate the feeling of being so insecure. I wonder what it feels like. Honestly ah. That's all. To be them.

Anyway, I want to dream all day, not wanting to move. Not wanting to do anything else but just sit with you. I actually wonder how he would describe us. Because when someone asks about us, I just get speechless or sometimes I just can't stop(':

I wish you just lived down the street, or I wish I just lived down your street(': <3

Warm Fuzzy Feeling.

2010-07-07T21:53:00.005+08:00

Love The Way You Lie by Eminem && Rihanna.

FIRST OFF, HAPPY 17TH TO SIMONE LAI! (: Mone, I loveee youuu. You really don't know how much I'd go for you, until the ends of the earth!

This picture was taken on October 9th 2009. Right after I chopped my hair off(: I remember. Good times.

Anyway, skipped school again today.
Was at that place where I was there for 8 years, today. Was there for less than 5 hours. But it was great(: Don't think I can ever leave it. But the thing is, I don't want to.
Great time with SimoneLai, LishaLeong, AtiqahAshraf. PaulineThong. ohh loveee. :B
AbangAmirrulEhsan. AdamArief. FirdausZaini. HarizZulkifli. RyanIsmailJaafar. JetSoon && everyone else.
SimmrenCola, NadiahArrifin, SitiAishah, HeenaAshraf. && yeah(:

12th February 2010, 9pm.

Those three words after a long bear hugg && a goodbye today was indescribable. <3
Your stares still keep me speechless. Our conversations for the past couple of days are....(: Especially how you made me smile.
Hope we can lepak this weekend(:
"Looks like we're back. =D" -He said.

Lovesss, until next time.

Back.

2010-07-05T23:04:00.005+08:00

Like I Never Left by Akon && Whitney Houston.

Awesome song. <3 Currently skyping with Abang Amirrul Ehsan. It's been a long time since we've skyped. Brings back all I remembered of us. I miss us so much.
Anyways, alot of things happened(: Finished all of Prison Break in less than two weeks. GOOD SHOW. Good shit.

Was at cckl yesterday, it was great. Thank God I didn't miss it.

13th June.

12th June.

27th June.

3rd July.

I actually don't really have much to say. I'll get back to you(: <3 Right now I can't concentrate. AAE's on my mind. heehh. SEEYAAHH! 8D

Style.

2010-06-19T19:54:00.005+08:00

Patron Tequila by Paradiso Girls ft. Lil Jon && Eve.

Last night: My Class of 2010 BBQ night!

Note, Hope I can go One Utama esok with LishaLeong. Haven't seen her in like FOREVER/: <3

Rebel.

2010-06-19T12:34:00.003+08:00

Somebody To Love remix by Justin Beiber && Usher.

Got back from a party at my school mates HUGE ass of a place last night, HAHA. Damn bigg man. heh. Danced like nobody was looking, Sang like it was the last day of my life. 8D Good stuff, met new people. Cool to know they already knew me. AHHA. Kena poyo sikit ah, AHHAA. I NEED MY MOMENTS! :D heee. The main reason for this BBQ night was to raise funds for my PROM NIGHT(: 21st December 2010! COME COME! Or you gonna miss ouut. 8D

TOO many pictures man, seriously. HAHA. Well, let's look at the highlights(: Holidays are ending. I think I had a fair holiday(: Ups && Downs. School's starting && exam marks are out, damn. Nervous. Then then, let's see. I had an amount of friends sleeping overr, heee. Awesomes awesome. HEEE. Kaiyisha, Pauline, Denise && Samantha Chang. Damn funn ah. I loved it.

Ryan Wan came over today, just to talk && hang. So yeahh. Hmm, got loads of drama but I'M COOL! (: Couldn't be bothered cause I know I'm right with everything. Cause I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING HUGE EGO(; I'm awesome like that. SO ANYWAY, this guy, age 20. Like called me at 2am last night. I HAVE NO CLUE WHO HE IS. HAHAHA. He asked one of my friends for my number && we got to talking. DAMN WIERD. hahaha. Was otp with him for almost an hour. AHHAHA.

Okay, I think that's all? OH KARATE KID! DAMN CHUNTED. I LOVE THE KID! DAMNNN TALENTED(: So proud of him.
OH AND I HAVE ZERO bucks in my wallet. heehh, just some information. heh. Got new stuff from cotton on thou, don't ask how. You should know. HAHA. ANYWAY, then then. Hmmm, let's see. What else! Ohh, I got a secrett but I can't tell you here. I think my dad reads my blog. -.- heh. But yeah. GOOD MEMORY MAN. DAMN NICE.

Enjoy them pictures! From yesterday, at pyramid. Kaiyisha JUST got back from Korea, Seoul. & she had funn with me and my somehow related sisters! 8D haahaha. Damn fun. We got so wet, like, in normal clothes. AH YOU SEE LAH! AHAHHA!

So that was on Thursday night.
What happened Friday night? Which was last night. I will post up pictures ASAP(: <3

Young.

2010-06-16T19:23:00.001+08:00

That Should Be Me by Justin Beiber.

Was at pyramid with June on Monday. Watched Karate Kid! tWas awesome, indeed. Would so watch it again.
At curve yesterday with them(: Nadzirah's B'day. Happy 17th darling. <3 We watched Lagenda Budak Setan.

Was at Simone's today, just some hanging around. Cause we cool like that.

Samantha Chang's at my place for two nights now. Denise Chang's coming tomorrow night. Oh jyeah. Can't believe she's at my place now && we're not out. -.- WTF.
Kaiyisha's coming home tomorrow, gonna be with her at AC at night(: Yupp yupp.

That Thin Line.

2010-06-10T11:53:00.005+08:00

Morning stranger.
My radio's playing If I Had You by Adam Lambert. It's so my song.

I'm going out now, with my sister && Selina. Yeah. Didn't go anywhere yesterday. Was Priyy's 17th on the 8th(: Was out with her, Kaiyisha, Mel Koay && Rachelle. Had funn, I loved kareoke-ing 8D HHAHHAA.

Yeahh, all gay(; HAHAHA!

From Saturday night, 5th day of June.

ASHA'S OUTSIDE! BYEEE! <3

The Morning After.

2010-06-05T17:06:00.002+08:00

Never Say Never by Justin Beiber & Jaden Smith.

Last night. Pyramid with Kaiyisha, Hannan & Priyy(: tWas funnn. Before that was at Kaii's and BEFORE that was out with Mel Koay & also Kaii & Priyy(:
After pyramid, decided to go back my place and chill for awhile. It was nice(: I loved it. <3

BTW, HOLIDAYS are on! LIKE YEY! (:

Get Like Me.

2010-05-29T23:31:00.005+08:00

Free Fallin' by John Mayer.

Am currently at Simone's. How I love our quality time(: Okay, so. I feel like I'm on holiday now. HAHA. Haven't been in school from Wednesday, I'll be back to school on Tuesday! No exam papers on Monday, so yeah. YOU RELAX. 8D Have been out to Pyramid, Curve, Empire, AC, Subang Parade & everywhere else for the last two days(: heh. Can't wait for my 16 days of HOLIDAY! heh heh heh. Shit weih, no money to spend anyway. pfft. So anyone wanna belanja? :D

At pyramid yesterday afternoon with Lisha & Mone; I loved it, I miss it.
Banana Caramel at Coffee Bean. <3

Gamer.

2010-05-27T19:31:00.001+08:00

No Bullshit by Chris Brown && Let Me Think About It by Ida Corr and Fedde Le Grand. Seriously, check out BOTH these music videos, DAMN ON! ;D

So I'm home alone nooww, boo me/: Someone come over pleaseee, heh(:
So this is just a random post, heh(: These pictures were all taken some time ago.
Oh so, I'm starting to fall in love with my school more now(: More friends everyday, coollss mann. HAHAHA. I love it!
Btw, MY HAIR DAMN BORING ALREADY LAHH! I WANT A NEW HAIR STYLE! SOMEONE, TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY HAIRR! D:

So meet my 5KB, 2010.

June, I know you're there. ahha, WE NEED A NEW PICTURE TOGETHERRR! Like both of us(: <3

So yeah, tell me something random please. & type it in my chatbox. HAHA(: Or ask me something. heh.

Risk.

2010-05-27T17:46:00.002+08:00

Jessie's Girl from GLEE.

GOD PLACES THE HEAVIEST BURDENS ON THOSE WHO CAN CARRY ITS WEIGHT.

So exams have been going on. Yesterday was the last paper for the week, mhmm.
So today I'm much better, compared from the old days(: I love what I've been doing with my after school time, heehh. I'm damn cools, yo.
I had lunch with Ashshakur Marzuki today(: At Empire. Goodtimes, he's as huge as ever. But honestly Shakur, sometimes I wonder what would have happened to us if we were together that time that year when you liked me too(; HAHA. Loveyou, BestFriend.

Yeah, check out my sister's new hair cut. -.- HEHHH. You should see it from BEHIND, like oh maaa gawdd. heh(:

P.S. : I'm still not over you.

I've Made Up My Mind.

2010-05-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm not gonna talk about this anymore. I'm not being mature. I'm not being reasonable enough.
God help me.

Heavy Heart.

2010-05-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

California Girls by Katy Perry.

She's keeping something from me. I know it. I just hopes she tells me/: Cause I can't carry on like this. I don't want to let go. I can't. I know she's scared, I am too. If only you knew what was on my mind, you'd see a whole different side. I couldn't show you even if I tried.
Because sometimes the heart has reason that even reason doesn't understand.

It's like I'm homesick for a place that doesn't even exist.

So,

2010-05-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

Apparently she's straight.

Enough said.

Just Because.

2010-05-17T20:23:00.004+08:00

Pyramid by Charice ft Iyas.

Today was Teacher's Day celebration for Sri Amanians, it was good(:

I really like you.
Seriously, read my tumblr. SPECIFICALLY you, as in the one I'm craving for now. Yes you girl. That's if you're reading(:
Link is at the right side, there! Enjoyy.

Oh btw, I dreamt about her after I texted her just now in the afternoon. :O & it was so good. We talked. Wished it happened though.

Midterms starts tomorrow! (: Wish me luck.

I Like Her, ALOT.

2010-05-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz.

Last night;
tWas tiring BUT awesome(: Had a looong day but it was worth it, from 6am to 1am/: 19 hours, :O

Yeah, she likes my hair(; I'm not gonna tell you who. :D hahahahahha!

Randoms.

2010-05-04T17:44:00.002+08:00

Cry by Kelly Clarkson.

Okay, I've been busy(: That's a good thing! :D heeehh. So main things are :

SPM is like in 5 months. Dammmit.
After like more than a month about the aae thing, I'm okay now(: I'm getting use to reality about it.
Then Oh my gosh, I think I'm so falling for that chick in my school D: NO NO CHEY! She doesn't like you! stop it! Hahaha. buttt naaaahh, who cares? (; I'll just live my life. She so cool, heee. AND OH! SHE SO CUTE! :D hahaha. I WANT HERRR!
thenn, let's seee. I wanna loose weight. BAH. But I love food. BUT NO! I'm doing it for the people I loveee. :D heeehh.

Is this all? hmm,

Oh! & I went for TOKIO HOTEL! SO GOOD(: Thhenn, what elsee. Hmmm, I'll update you soon(:

I'mma catch up on my books! Wish my luck!

Where Are You?

2010-04-17T18:21:00.009+08:00

Listening to You're A Jerk by New Boyz & Us Against The World by Christina Milian & I Dare You To Move by SwitchFoot.

Was at pyramid right after school yesterday with NatLi & Vasan, fun indeed. Nat & I shopped while Vasan figured himself out with us. AHAHA, more outings with them soon(:

Then today, woke up at 7am, was at school by 8am. Autism Walk! Lost my voice, heh. After that was at pyramid by 2pm? With my cahaya friends(: Makan sushi! :D I went home at like 4pm, heh. Thennn, now I'm waiting for NatLi to get me so we can go for her church thing, guess what I'm wearing? ;D I just LOVE dressing up for GOD.

Guess whos cap is that?(; Capri's, hehh.

KTHXBAI! - Learnt from SimoneLai, how I miss us so.

---

I remember how you used to touch me, how you used to look at me, how you used to watch me, how you used to listen to me, how you used to care, how you used to hold me. I remember you used to love me.

& I don't wanna fall to pieces, I just wanna sit and stare at you. I don't wanna talk about it & I don't want a conversation. I just wanna cry in front of you. I don't wanna talk about it 'Cause you mean a bunch to me. Wanna know who you are, wanna know where to start. I wanna know what this means. Wanna know how you feel, wanna know what is real. I wanna know everything.

Appreciated.

2010-04-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

Where Do Broken Hearts Go? by Whitney Houston.

Sports Day today, lost my voice. Cuaca teruk! D:

These pictures are like AFTER everything finished, heh(:

Can you see my packs? ;D

heee(:

Eventhough we lost AGAIN, Green. I'd pick you anyday(:

Was at AC with the sister from 5pm till 7pm. Lovelovelove. Can't wait to see NatLi tomorrow, she's picking me up from school at 1pm. <3

Oh BTW, I'm in TODAY's newspaper, STAR METRO, page 12(:

So Good.

2010-04-12T16:11:00.004+08:00

GLEE SOUNDTRACK(:

Okay, FYI if you read my post before this, I said I was sweating at the party on Saturday night. AHAH. So yeaaahh, I have to say it's abit turn off that you can actually see my sweat -.- BUT I have to say, I still look hot anyway :P AHHAHAHAH! I don't careee. 2 of my favourite guys that day said I look hot anyway(; HAHAHA. Not gonna tell you whooo ;P But you can take a guess. HEEEE(;

So these are the pictures, thanks to the GREAT, SONIA BHNM for bringing her camera. HAHAH(:

He's 16 just so y'know. I know, right? Tell me about it.

My wallpaper for my Mac<3

<3 PRESENTING, from Left to Right. In white we have, Hadzwan. The girl in black beside me is Aisyah. Behind me is Heena. Lisha, Simone & Pauline. Infront of Simone is the Birthday Girl, Nadira. The girl at the side is Sonia. Behind of Hadzwan is, Ryan. Adam, Malek, Syazz, Jet, Kuang Jin, Ehsan & Jerry.
woot woot!

CHECK MY OUT IN HEALS WEIH! (; hahaha! I have to say I myself am impressed ;D HAHA.

I wanna dress up more :D

I miss it already/: Sigh.

Ground.

2010-04-11T16:08:00.003+08:00

Fuego by Pitbull.

My Saturday was memorable! It could have been perfect but well, we can't hope for everything to go our way sometimes now can we?

I wore heals for the first time! It's wedges ah, four inches! :O HAHA! But I'm good, Ryan & Adam loved it(; wheeee. hahah. Was at Sapura's Fun Fair by 2pm? Was so warm man. Shakur, Dani, Daus, Eddy & Parvind was there. & alot of the form 4 guys from SSC. Was chilling with Simmren & Sonia Bhnm, laughed alot.
Left around 430pm? Went over Ryan's with Adam too(: They helped me picked out my clothes, they so cutee laah. Spent time with them till 830pm, then headed for Nadira's at KGSAAS with them. My girls were there already<3

Anyways, about the party, I wasn't bored, I had my friends. It was cool. I was sweating like nobody's business though. Came home STRAIGHT away headed for the bathroom, stripped & cold water hit my body(;
Ash scared the shit of out me while I was bathing. Imagine lah weih 1am, you BATHING & you don't know WHO the hell makes those kind of noises. -.-

Came home at 1am.
had to wake up at 7am for church. -.- Bummer.
Pictures will be up(;

Think Twice.

2010-04-09T19:14:00.001+08:00

Yes by LMFAO.

I'm doing better. I watched GLEE for the first time yesterday(: tWas good, I liked it. I'm at episode 13. Glee's making history(: I LOVE NOAH, he damn hot :O I love that guy in the wheelchair's voice & Finn's too(: & ofcourse Rachel.
So yeah, SOME pictures from F1 last Sunday(:

There're alot more, but yeah. heh.

Reach.

2010-04-06T22:51:00.001+08:00

September by Daughtry.

Okay, so. Sigh. Yeah.

Because sometimes it's easier to say, "I hate you" than "I miss you, I wish we didn't fight. I wish you would call me sometimes." Because sometimes, it's easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you're overwhelmed & feel like you're drowning. Because sometimes, it's easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things & realize how much you've been struggling & how much you feel as if life had gone out of your control.

My Cry.

2010-04-05T09:36:00.000+08:00

Fearless by Colbie Caillat.

You wanna know who we can always count on? If we leave Him, he'll still be there. If we hate Him, He'll still love us. If we forgot about Him, He'll still be there. If we left Him, He'll still be there when we return. And no matter what we've done, He'll still have His arms wide open for us. Nobody can love us as much as He does. He is amazing, He is indescribable and I'm glad He's mine. I live my life for Him and no one else. He is MY God.

For My Good Friday, I was at KCCKL from 7pm to 1230am. I miss it too much, but yeah now I NEED it, too much has been happening, but I just don't like how I keep on doing this. Going back to God only when I need Him. Forgive me, God? Help me find my way.

OU on Saturday.

More pictures to come, I just can't wait. heh.
F1 yesterday at Sepang. Picture's will be up.

When people walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

JoeyJong.

2010-03-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

BrokenHearted Girl by Beyonce.

Thanks for always listening to all my crap, and always being able to remember it when I have to tell someone else & I've forgotten what happened or what was being said(: <3

She literally puts smile on my face. Our memories; LRT, KTM, TAXI & PUBLIC BUS. :O My first times & some of yours too.

Something broken can always be fixed. It just wouldn't be the same again.

Cause You're Worth It.

2010-03-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

Colbie Caillat's songs.

There's something I have to say, but I just don't know how to put it in words. But you'll be the first ones to know when I've figured it out.

This week:-

I've been literally walking around with a heavy heart. I can feel it.

tWas good!

2010-03-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

Ministy Of Sound's radio! :D , Awesomest.

OH WOW. How I LOVED today(:

I had an AWESOME day indeed. I did ALOT of new things(;
I love my new things I bought! :D 2 pairs of Slippers, yellow & white from RipCurl, just cause I couldn't choose between both of them. HAHA! Black Cardigan & White Singlet from Cotton On(: HandBag from Forever21. WOOT WOOT! Erh, EARRINGS! :D Their all smiley faces! heeeee, comel betul(;

Earth hour's over dude(: Did you do your part? Cause I did mine! <3

If We Can Only Hear The Things We Only Want To.

2010-03-26T17:22:00.002+08:00

The Only Exception by Paramore.

So tired, tired Mentally. Emotionally ruined. Physically ruined. ; I'm not okay.

Images.

2010-03-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

Until You by Shayne Ward.

So, it's 9.10pm on a Monday night.
I didn't go to school today, really couldn't be bothered about school now adays/: But I think if I was in Cahaya it wouldn't be a drag for me, my reason? AAE(: & the form 4 guys. They're really great bunch. I hope I get to see them alot next year. I'm thinking of going there & kacau-ing them. Hope I don't loose touch(: <3
But I think if I was in Cahaya & never in Aman, it would be different. Maybe I wouldn't be so close with him. NO CLUE(: So yeah.

So anyways, how was my camp? It was GOOD(: Ofcourse I wasn't really looking forward to it cause I wanted to spend time with my friends & all. But yeah(: Eventhough, Lisha, Mone & Pauline went for RockClimbing without me. -.- Thanks man, thanks! It's okay(: I'll bring AAE next time! :D <3 hahaha. I love how every fight we go through, we grow closer. My BFF(:

More pictures from Camp would be up ASAP(:

ICC's this Saturday! Gonna see Shakur. Omeed. Eddy. Atiqah & Heena. Simone. Lisha. Pauline. Dani. Mandeep. Daus. Asyraf. Lan. Willie. Dimitri & his friend(: <3

Let Me Love You.

2010-03-17T09:32:00.001+08:00

I Never Told You by Colbie Caillet.

MORNING!

Penang tomorrow, church camp. Until Sunday night. -.- Sigh, looks like my holidays are over. Bummer. I'm gonna miss all my friends. Please remember to text? <3
I've been having a blast with all my friends for the past few days or weeks. Take or give a few sad days(: Lagoon yesterday, so good. Oh a good memory(: Ehsan. Adam. Atiqah. Pauline. Heena. Kuang Jin. Ryan. Jet. Khoirul. Nadira. Hadzwan. Syazz. & one more guy, lupa nama die. heh. & Sonia joined after, Mone too but for 10 mins/:
But I really loved Lagoon lah(: Like seriously, after it was also nice for me(: I love my AAE(: <3

What else before?
Bukit Jelutong. Cahaya. Mamak. Pauline's. Cheer(: Canai with Anis, Daryl & Faris. Pyramid. Pyramid. Pyramid. HAHAHA! I love my friends. <3 They just shoo cool(:
Oh & I shopped man! WHEEE! Why? Cause I'm just cool like that(; hahah!

I'm so gonna get this before I see another bikini. hahah! ROXY btw. heh. 200++

Oh & you wanna know something swweeet? I'm over my blue eyes, it's just not worth it anymore. (: I'm moving on. So be glad, won't you?

2010-03-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

Nothing could hurt me, except you.

You Game?

2010-02-27T10:55:00.004+08:00

IMMA Star by Jeremiah.

One week has come & gone.

So, last Sunday was at CCKL with Pauline(: JeremyTeo left that midnight. He's leaving for a year. It sucks. Anyway, after church Arvin & Yvonne sent Pauline & I over at Mone's cause she had an open house. It was memorable. The 'pops' haha. Good stuff.

Then the week came. ugh, it was alright.
Yesterday was at lisha's with Pauline & HX. Suppose to swim but yyeaaahh. heh. But I did swim! For like 10 minutes, no more or less. heh. Then Nat & my sister came to get me and we went off to get Vasan cause he needs to follow us wherever we went. ahaha.
It was a nice car ride, to & fro. haha(: So we went to Look Out Point in Ampang for dinner, cause Nat's mom had a dinner thing planned for her(: I'm glad I went. The view was AMAZING. I can just look at it forever. So beautiful. Wished everyone I love was there thou. It was really good.
Got home at 12am(:

Illusion.

2010-02-20T10:11:00.002+08:00

Part Of The List by Neyo.

Morning people(:
Holidays are ending, school is starting/: Here are a few more photos that happened in the last few days(:

Atiq <3 We shall meet up again soon.

Xin Yi's open house on Wednesday.

Joy(:

Thursday night. Ivan's 21st Surprise, love you cousin(:

Yesterday was quite topsy turvy for me thou, was there at pyramid with Simone at 330pm. Met up with alot of friends(:

Abang Amirrul Ehsan can really give me BAD heartaches sometimes, we weren't really doing so good for the past few days & when I heard he was at pyramid too I wanted to end it there & then, cause when I met up with all his friends, he didn't say a word. Didn't even fucking look at me. -.- He can really disturb & distract my day.
THAT'S HOW MUCH YOU HAVE A HOLD ON MY HEART DUMB NUT! -.- <3

Love you Simone for following me around, sorry Ehsan wasn't really a gentleman yesterday, heh.

So we went around looking for him & when we found him he wasn't being reasonable, sigh. Yesterday wasn't nice for me, at the beginning that is. So when he didn't want to talk face to face & I went off, he supposedly took it out on the computer game that he was playing with his friends. -.- Then when he went home & I was in the movies, he gave me one LONG freaking text. -.- I can tell he likes texting & not talking it out face to face.

So yeah after the movie I called him & we cleared things out and he exchanged an "I love you." first. ('; <3 sigh. Love you lah, best friend.

Thank you Pauline for waiting for me to eat Subway with you while I was on the phone with him, heh(: Even though I didn't ask you to wait. <3

Hadzwan took the picture(:

We watched Valentine's Day, like FINALLY & it was great. Cried like a million times but at the very ending I cried abit TOO much/'; too emotional, heh.

All my babies made my day last night, sitting down in a circle next to Tarbush & reminiscing(';

Missed you Lisha Leong & Ashshakur/';

By the way, Happy 18th Birthday Joshua Jedidiah Sebastian <3

Distracted.

2010-02-17T01:48:00.006+08:00

Gravity by Pixie Lott.

I'm so happy I'm home, I've missed so many people. I feel like half a world away when I was there/: But it'skaayy it'sskayy, HUUUNNEEEHHH I'm homeee(; ahha <3

At JB.
It was so pretty, I felt like a butterfly attracted to light(:

Next night ;

Makaning at mamak.
I can go crazy when I have a DSLR camera with me, I LOVE taking pictures but I wanna be in it/:

Mummy Jackson.

3 generations(:

HO YEAH!

A few hours ago. haha. I had fun, laughed alot, eventhou something kept disturbing me/: Btw, I don't like this thing disturbing me & don't worry I know what it is. I just don't wanna say it cause maybe if I don't say it. It'll go away? Or y'know it just won't make me sad lah, so yeah.

Nick Raja Adam(:
I syg kawan-kawanku banyak banyak(: <3

Atiq Afsar<3
I swear I was the only non-muslim at the BBQ. haha. NO kidding(: It felt nice anyway. haha.
Anyways, I hope my week goes slow.
Night night! It's already 1.47am. & I'm skyping with PaulineThong(:

I Want It Out Of My Head.

2010-02-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars.

So far, nothing made me smile or happy today.
New Years(:

Leon Aw <3

(:

It's the third day in JB. I'm coming home tmr.

Flame.

2010-02-14T16:44:00.006+08:00

Slick Trick by Darren Ashley.

Happy CNY & Valentine's Day to all! (:
Day Two in JB.

I think he would look charming in a suit :O Oh wait, scratch that. I would LOVE to see him in a suit & we'd dance all night long. <3

Body Heat.

2010-02-13T20:20:00.001+08:00

Sometimes You Hold Too Tight It Slips Right Through Your Hands.

Girlfriend by Daniel Bedingfeld.

JB.

All taken by Alisha Jackson(:

All I Wanna Do Is Come Home To You <3

Selamat Siang(;

2010-02-13T00:38:00.007+08:00

Put Your Hands Up by Fedde Le Grand.

It's 1am now. NatLi is playing with her iphone next to me & I'm off to JB in a few hours/: I'm bringing Mr. Simba & my bolster to JB, heh(: & a couple of books. Anyway, I had a nice outing today. Out with Ehsan, Simone, Shakur, Hafiz Ariffin, Khai Teq & Pauline(: I watched 'Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief' and 'The Wolfman', first one was cool(: Second one sucked. -.- ahha. although I like shouted every 10 mins(; hahaha. The screan damn small WEIH! -.- Dah lah my eye power went up, grrr. So here are some awesome pictures :-

I just love the small things she does for me. <3

Never forgotten, although almost every morning he's found on the floor, heh(:

I love the top & bottom humans(:

Sakae Sushi.

I sayang my BEST FRIEND (:

He left at 9pm(:

The End(: Hafiz sent me home safe & sound <3

Healed.

2010-02-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

Blah Blah Blah by Ke$ha.

Pauline's B'day(: Surprised her at her place in BJ that night. 1st of Feb(: So nice. The moon that night was INCREDIBLE too.

Going JB this Saturday morning till Tuesday morning. I BET everyone's gonna say "Cheyenne ahh, put on weightt again ah?" -.- ish. hahaha. BUTT, it'sskayyhh it'sskaayyhh. hahaha.
Am skyping with Abang Amirrul Ehsan now & he's singing Down by Jay Sean. heh:D Sayang him banyak lah <3 He puts a smile on my face.

Shape Up.

2010-01-27T08:39:00.001+08:00

You're The One I Want by John Trovolta & Olivia Newton(;

I don't know what to say.

A Girl's Perspective Of Love;

2010-01-24T13:52:00.001+08:00

FOUND :

What is love? You're asking me to define the most complex emotion on earth? Well, i can try, from my point of view at least.

It's when all you can think of is how much you need them, how they complete you. About how you would gladly give them your last piece of cake, even though you want it really bad, or it's YOUR birthday cake.

When they answer your phone call, your heart soars and you smile the whole time. Nothing could bring you down, all you want is to stay there forever, hearing their voice as they get more and more tired. When you finally have to hang up, you both refuse. Love is "You hang up. No you!"

And when they don't answer your call, you crawl up in a ball and think of what they could possibly be doing, and always imagine the worst.

When you finally get to just be with them, in any way, you're in heaven, and everybody else dissapears. If anything goes wrong, you feel like your heart falls out of your chest, and they take it with them. They're the most beautiful thing you've ever laid eyes on, even if they're ugly to everyone else. You can't imagine yourself with anyone besides them, you just start to not even realize when other people are attracted to you, you only think of your love that way. You trust them more than anything else, and if they broke that trust, you would go to pieces.

When you need to cry, you wait until you're with them, because you know once you start, they're the only person who knows where the off button is. It's their shirt you need to cry into. When their arms hold you, you don't just feel safe, you ARE safe. Nothing in the world can harm you, no matter how cliche that sounds.

It isn't just about sex, or being physical. Love is about understanding who each other is, knowing the other person's body language and feeling like they complete you. When they aren't with you, you check your pockets and say "i feel like i forgot something." Love is being able to look into their eyes and know when something is wrong, and knowing how to FIX IT.

And if they break your heart, nothing can put it back together again, because the only one with that power is the one who did it in the first place. You don't care if they hurt you- you just want them back, to hold them once more. It isn't that you can't get over loving them, it's that you DON'T WANT TO. They are your life, and you lived for them.

But when everything goes right, love is beautiful. It is worth the pain.

Love is truly when you see two people in public, and don't think "oh, get a room." You think, "That's so beautiful. I wish i had that."

And when you find your true love, you'll feel love times eighty.

And that, my friend, is the SIMPLE definition of love.

Always by Hillsong.

2010-01-22T12:36:00.001+08:00

I WANT YOU GOD. I NEED YOU GOD.
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I CAN COUNT ON, AT THE END OF THE DAY.
BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE CAN.
BECAUSE YOU WON'T MAKE ME FEEL BAD.
BECAUSE YOU WON'T HURT ME.
BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME FEEL GOOD.
BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND ME MORE THAN ANY OTHER.
BECAUSE YOU PICK ME UP WHEN I'M DOWN.
BECAUSE YOUR HEART ACHES WHEN MINE BREAKS.
BECAUSE YOU MAKE MY DAY.
BECAUSE YOU LET ME GO THROUGH A DAY.
BECAUSE YOU STAND RIGHT BESIDE ME WHEN I'M ALONE.

Intense.

2010-01-18T19:59:00.005+08:00

I wanna get back to old days, where the phone would ring & I knew it was you. I wanna talk back & get yelled at. Fight for nothing like we used to! Oh kiss me like you mean it! Like you miss me, cause i know that you do! I wanna get back, get back with youu.
(;
If you think Demi Lovato is ugly or her voice sucks? You're living in denial. I guarantee you.

So now every Monday, I will be at Kheshini Vijay's place from school finishes till 430pm(: having fun before sweatingg. heh(: funfunfun. Can't wait. My mondays aren't so gloomy anymore. yeepee.

When you put a Vijay & a Jackson together(; ahhahaha <3

heeeeehhhhh(:
Another week has come & gone. SPM SPM! :O sigghh.

ACF 11.

2010-01-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

Love Stoned by Justin Timberlake.

Skyping with Anis Noor Haziqah on a sunday afternoon(: She got tongue ring! :O But I'm not interested in tongue rings for myself thou but it IS damn sexxxiii. Only belly piercing & tattoos for me(: heh.

It's 8.45pm. & I got home from AC with FaizZaini & my long time best friend, Ahmad Marzuki Mohd. Ashshakur(: Met up with them at the gym & watched them work out till 6++ And we headed of to AC. Talked & talked, played pool with Mr. Zaini (; Ofcourse he won. -.- heh. Didn't get to play with Shakur thou. Soon shakur, soon!(:

No more OTH on 8tv): sighh. Waiting for the next season noww/:

Kisses on the head while hugs from behind, just puts a smile on my face. & Oh my gosh, those sexii whispers he gives me when he wins. But hey, I'm not complaining(;

He'll never know the story like I do.

2010-01-16T09:01:00.008+08:00

Can't Let You Go by Chris Brown.

Goodmorning miss or mr.
( Cause these are the people who are actually suppose to read my blog, not married ones. -.- )

How was your week? Mine was alright. Just my last post I was saying how much I miss my friends & I saw all of them last night! :D All came bunch by bunch(: aaahhh, soo nicee. But I still didn't get to see Faiz Zaini & NickSoon/: I was at Jelutong with my lovess. Laughed like crazy people, was lame like never before(; Was talking & playing in a small park near Pauline's(: I loved it, we all bonded. Oh how I miss us(: <3

So yeah, after everything, some went home and some went out for more. haha(: I went over Pauline's cause my parents were gonna get me from there. So Pauline & I talked like never before for 20 mins when we got back, Asyraf sent us back in this new improved smart car :D hahaha. Cooomeell lotee' (;

So this is a new year and I don't feel any different, sighh. The last thing I always find myself doing is just missing you.

Best In Me.

2010-01-14T23:42:00.001+08:00

Miami Bitch by LMFAO.

I went for a hair cut today(: I finally noticed how my hair is SO long. hahaha. That's why all the prefects telling me to tie my hair, hee(; So ANYWAYS, I've been missing LishaLeong & PaulineThong alot/: And all my guy friends, Faiz, Daus, Pyro, Dani, Asyraf, NickSoon, Eddy & everyone elsee):
School's been school. Painted my class again today. Had paint all over me. -.- heh(:

I rinduu my bestfriend, oh y'know I was just thinking about him then he just called(: ohh, syg syg die sgt. <3
Oh I found Helmi Hanan(; haha, He was the photographer on SSC's prom '09. He's damn good man.

Spot the person behind me(; <3

Oh Mone Mone, so much memories of us together getherrr. <3

Us(:

SPOT ME! :D More pictures in FB(:

I'm waiting for New Years pictures from Simone Lai(: I'm beingg patientt. ahhaha:D

I've been reminiscing /'; I'm not moving yet): I guess I just don't want to.

Save Me.

2010-01-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

Jump by Florida ft Nelly Furtado.

I know there's no need to rush but I just can't help but wonder, we've been at this for so long, too long. From 2007, if I'm not mistaken. & I know I won't stop sayang-ing you/: Even if I'm with someone else, you will always have apart of me<3

Someone told me, we must build our relationship with God first before we can have a man relationship, & I believe it's true. But I guess how will I know when I'm ready?
His grace has overwhelmed my brokenness.

Therapy.

2010-01-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Falling Down by Selena Gomez.
Pictures from '09! :D Quattro night bayybeeh! heh(: Friends around & ber-dancefloor-ing(;

He told me I look stunning. :D <3

Murney sayang(: <3

After school that day(:

Nice day today with my friends :D <3 Was at MPSJ with Faiz Zaini at 9am(: We have to jog more often people! Call me(; Then was out 6pm till 9pm(: Lovesss.
One Tree Hill in 5 mins! :O See yah<3

Friends rock my socks(: <3

To Have & To Hold.

2010-01-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

Wedding dress by Matt Nathanson(: This song just makes me want to get married right now. heh(: But ofcourse I won't. -.- But yeah, very sweet song/: It's just having that feeling of being loved & loving someone. It is the most beautiful thing we do, is love(:

So last night, was at Neyo's! :D Thankyou daddy for letting me go & I am doing the best I can for SPM.
I had such a great time(: With Mone, Faiz & his friend, Esther, HafizPyro, Parvind & Faris(: We had our laughs & our 'krik krik's :D HAHA. Oh when I went over Mone's place we hugged all the way from her gate to her dinner table, oh how I've missed her so:D Too bad Lisha & Pauline couldn't make it thou/: So I was a good girl & still went to school the next day, which is today! HAHA.

Yess I did my h/w(; Cahaya has thought me well lah. So anyways, Neyo came on at 9.20pm(: Till 11++ Yipp yupps. Good songs, he started with Because Of Youu, & ended with Closer(: Good choicesss. I just loved singing to his songs & listening to the crowd sing when he was silent & smiling(: A VERY GENTLEMAN! *twothumbsup* & very sexxxiii(; I got home, bathed, checked fb & slept. HAHA. Everything by 1am++ (: Didn't take any pictures thou. heh.

Well nothing much to say now actually, the first week of school has come & gone. Getting ready for my first exam of the year(:

Whispers.

2010-01-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow will be my last FIRST day of school(: I'ma TRY to make it a GREAT one <3

Damn, school starts in 10 hours. Hope there'll be hot guys! OHHH WAIITT A MINUTTEEE, I'M IN A GIRLS SCHOOL. Pfffft. HAHA. See lah if got hot chicks. HAHA(; I just really wanna see all my friends I haven't seen in a LONG time. I've just been hanging out with my other friends so much, BUT HEY! I'm not complaining, I had a great holiday. I'm sure gonna miss it though.

SIMONELAI esspecially, we've spent almost every day together(: I sure know we've spent every week together. All the tears we had together. Babe, I care for you lah, kay. I'm ALWAYS here for you, LOVEYOUTOTHEMAX. I love the times when I'd come over your place & we'd just get ready for an outing or I'd just chill with you. <3 I'm gonna see you this Thursday for Neyo's! :D <3

SAMYIXIAN, go lah to ITALY of ALL years! MYY GOODNESSS(; I must confess I teared abit when we sent you off(':

LISHALEONG, eventhough you've been spending time with your boyfriend alot, I understand cause he studies in Australia, so he comes back every few months. I had a great time planning your surprise birthday, Ofcourse with a little help from your bf(; You still owe me rockclimbing. <3

PAULINETHONG, had fun working as a waitress? Everybody there must think you're damn popular now(; My big girl has all grown up now. Oh that time you were rushing in heels & I was in converse(; Good times, good times. <3 You owe me Juiceworks(;

We all had our times together, AAR. WORLDSTAGE. Swimming at Lisha's. OUTINGS. Lisha's BOTH birthdays, Mone's belly piercing. HAHA. Well you guys are like stars, I might not see you all the times but ya'll are still there(;

& not forgetting the all guys(: Their lameness. comelness(; Their dotaaaing, heh(: Their drivings. oh, love love love. Eddy the gentleman. Leon the muscle man. Shakur you little boy stuck in a HUGE body! HafizPyro, it's a sin just looking at you(; Faiz you fun man(; Daus your complicatedness <3 Megat's the lamerrss(: NickSoon that cheeky thing! Din, I'll call you if I want you to beat up anyone;D Who else am I missing out? <3

Abang Amirrul Ehsan? (: Oh we shared so much info with each other, you're my new guy best friend! Love you loads(: Thanks for making me better that night when I cried like a baby. All the secrets that only both of us know. <3 You owe me a dance(; & always remember that promise you made me. I'm right behind you to back you up sayang.

Why am I talking like you guys are half the world away): Except for you Xian, you are literally half the world away. -.- but anwyays, the truth is, I need you guys. I wanna cry in your arms so bad)': <3

Change.

2010-01-03T20:51:00.009+08:00

I Got You by Nick Carter.

Why does tears come rushing when we're hurting so much?
Maybe because it's the only way our eyes can speak when our mouth can't explain how things made our heart broken.

When do we move on?
We move on when our hearts finally understands that yesterday remains a yesterday & it will never be the same again.

I can look everywhere in the world but at you, but, it HURTS when I look everywhere in the world BUT at you.

Sometimes someone new comes along and makes you forget about someone else. Remember, their not BETTER, their just DIFFERENT.

Sometimes when you think you wanna die, you really don't. You just want to be saved, just like everyone else. <3

I hope you find what you're looking for one day, but apart of me hopes it'll be me.

You Used To Talk To Me Like I Was The Only One Around.

2010-01-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

Do You Remember by Jay Sean.

Cahaya's Prom '09, 27th December.

Spot me. hint* My hand is up(: A very memorable night, more pictures to come asap.

So I was talking to Syafiqah just now, & she was just telling me how much she's in love and how she hasn't been this much in love. I love to listen to people who are just so in love right now. But I can't help but tear everytime. I know I'll be there someday, no rush. But yeah.

It's hard to let go of something old, when there's nothing new to hold onto.

"History Repeats Itself." - F.Z.

2010-01-01T20:22:00.006+08:00

My Heart Will Go On by Celion Dion.

I guess I would go through anything for you. Not in the sense that I would go through hell for you but, just feeling the way people hate to feel. Feeling the way people never want to.
It's like you know the series FRIENDS? Y'know Ross & Rachel? hmm, yeah. On & off. On & off again and again. So I guess, another day in the future, we would be on again. But please don't marry someone & say my name when you say "I do." :'(

It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love."

And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren't pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away. <3

"I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once."

2010.

2010-01-01T03:56:00.005+08:00

Shut It Down by Pitbull ft. Akon.

I'm back from Megat's & I can't sleep. Thinking about everyone else. All my friends to strangers, wonder what their doing. Partying? DUH! heh. Anyways, Was with Mone, Pauline, Eddy, Leon, both the Megats, NickSoon, Nina, Natalie Hay & alot more(: At 1am, we all had a shot of pure vodka together(: <3
At 10pm or so, HafizPyro dropped by with his new oh so smexy hair cut;D Along with Daus, Faiz, Faris, Parvind & AhmadHafiz. They all just dropped by and left us for KL. Damnn son. Saw Dani too(: Maybe next NewYears I'll be going KL too lah! After SPM doh! Either KL or somewhere where there's a beach(;

Oh before our BBQ at Megats, was grocery shopping with the Megats, NickSoon, Eddy & Mone! Haha, shweeet(: Was up to rm206, yo! Damn son. heh. Pictures will be up soon, again. HAHA.
Then, when it stroke 12, my buddies & I were watching 9 different parts of KL having fireworks, I couldn't help but tear again & again/: <3

Did you notice the moon? It was Full.

NewYear Resolutions : No more Shisha & start wearing highheels. heh(: Wish me luck<3

Exchanging Body Heat.

2009-12-30T10:13:00.003+08:00

World Of Our Own by Westlife.

MORNING you.
So night out kl with my just so awesome friends(: Faiz, Faris, Daus, Eddy, Din, HafizPyro, AhmadHafiz & Shakur! <3 But the Quattro thing was lame. hahaha. Crowd was lame. Sound was irritating. But atleast I had my buddies<3 Danced with them, took some pictures too, so yeah. It'll be up(: Everyone met up at ac then we headed off to the Zaini's cause they all needed to sembahyang, then lepaked till it was 9+ After that we kl-ing! Car ride was funny. ahahha. Mone surprised me by coming over the Zaini's out of nowhere<3 We took 2 cars, so y'know lah 2 cars, 2 drivers, hahahaha. fun fun(: After the Quattro thing we headed off to Hartamas. Then the guys makaned & shisha-ed.

So balik pukul 310am. Thanks Eddy, loads<3 Felt the NUMBEST on the way back, never felt like that before in my life.
Anyways, you got your plans for New Year's yet? :O I'm form 5 man! DAMN! I still feel form 2, heh. I need a GREAT newyears. Let's pray my parents would allow(:

Still Learning.

2009-12-29T14:30:00.001+08:00

Art Of Love by Jordin Sparks & Guy Sebastian.

Last night was alot to take in. Crying like baby then laughing the next minute, friends do come in handy. Thanks Ehsan(: 6 hours of talking man, haha. & now we're up and we're talking again and Hadi is being himself. HAHA.
I don't know why I let history repeat itself but atleast it's all over. But F said it's not/: No idea where we are now.

ANYWAYS, there's like this dj competition tonight and I want to go. NO AGE LIMIT man, once in a million nights man): Still feel like dancing.

Ber-dancefloor-ing (;

2009-12-28T02:40:00.001+08:00

Lying is the most fun a girl could have without taking her clothes off by Panic At The Disco.

My day didn't quite start how I wanted it to be. Was in pain like never before. Why lah God, why did you make girls have period? What did we do to deserve this? -.-
ANYWAYS! After 5o'clock, I was in the mood dy(: & Glad I didn't back out.

WOW. I haven't had this much fun since, since ever? (; Sexy sial! I want moree. Of that grinding, of that shaking, of that smiling non-stop, of that JUST AWHSOMENESS! & that cameraman, man! OH HOT DAMN! ;O ahaha, all the pictures with him ;D Oh Mone, I've been having SO MUCH fun with you this holidays(: Hope it wont end here, LoveYouTillTheWorldComesDown.

Pictures will be up ASAP(;
So, what I'm trying to say is:
"Danceflooring was HOT, period. Even with that cameraman taking pictures(;"

You've Got A Face For A Smile.

2009-12-26T23:11:00.006+08:00

World Of Chances by Demi Lovato.

Was over Mone's from 11am. Was skyping with Ehsan while waiting for Mone to finally wake up so I can talk to her but things turned around/: but it was alright in the end, was following her around cause sometimes it might not be okay to be alone in silence but atleast you have someone<3

Lisha came over & we all talked & the electricity went off & it was dark and raining, but atleast we had each other<3

<3

Then was at pyramid, bought ahwsome topshop undies! & saw so many people there too(: Btw, ssc's prom is tomorrow! :O Hope my dress is fine(:

BE JOLLY.

2009-12-25T12:33:00.002+08:00

Fly With Me by Jonas Brothers.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D Hope you had a great one, cause I did. With my family(: & again I'll be going out, see yah (: Have fun wherever you are!

Only Human.

2009-12-23T18:58:00.005+08:00

Hard by Rihanna.

Ever had someone close to you, sometimes just makes you feel ugly? Not beautiful? Out of place? Just not where you want to be? sigh. Everybody loves to feel beautiful. Please, tell me you don't wanna look beautiful for the world to see? It hurts. Don't we want to make someone proud of us?

I admit I am a hypocrite.
BUT, He who has not sin casts the first stone.

Where.

2009-12-22T19:37:00.008+08:00

Cry Holy by PlanetShakers.

Yesterday was a 'reunion' thing I had with a couple of people. Jesen Dhillion, couldn't be anymore taller & bigger :O. Andrew Scott couldn't be anymore lameerrr. Ian Daniel couldn't be more, Ian? AHHA. Salamah couldn't stop laughing at Andrew's lame jokes, heh(; & Syafiqah couldn't be more prettier with her tudung(: Was at pyramid, makan then went dress shopping & watched a movie with the boys(:

Today today todaaayyy, met up with my old childhood friend today, it's been four years since I saw her & I forgot to take picture with her. -.- heh. Her name is Nyaneswarry Muru(; Was with Mone too, Lisha & HX came for like an hour? haha, miss you babe/: sigh.

Eddy Lim's birthday is today(: Saw him & he sent Mone & I to mone's place(: Happy Birthday buddy<3
So anyways, was swimming with them + Daus, Hafiz Pyro & Khai Teq(:
& NICK SOON and Natalie was at the club TOO! Oh Mr. Soon how I miss you so(: Parvind was there too(:

LAWLipop. heh(:

Mone + Chey = Moey? Cone? Mhey? HAHAHAHAHA! ;D

Oh, can you FEEL the love? (;

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I have this scene playing in my mind, where I'm standing in the middle of this field. & it's dark, cold and slowly starting to snow bit, by bit. & breeze goes through my hair and I close my eyes, and I think of God, I fall on my knees & I just stay still.
God is more than a story.

She Goes Left, You Stay Right.

2009-12-21T10:24:00.007+08:00

Are You Happy Now? by Michelle Branch.

Met up with Lisha & HX right before our movie started, AVATAR was WOW(: Watched with Simone, Pauline & Leon(: Fun humans. HAHA. Loved rushing to pyramid cause we were at CCKL & the preacher was late. So we wondered if we should stay or not/: But thank God we did(: It was funnyy but also good, loved him lah. So when we were rushing, we were running, I was the one in converse & Mone and 'PON' AHAH(; were in heels, *NOTE TO SOUTH* CONVERSE IS SO MUCH BETTERRR! GAH!

Anyways, it went like this:

CHEY -pon *mone was infront with her phone*
- chey, come on let's run! *starts running with her heels*
*looks like pon* YOU DO KNOW I'M WALKING AS THE SAME SPEED AS YOU RUNNING IN HEELS!!
- hahahahhhahhahhahaha!
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA! MYYYYY GOOODDDNESSSS! MONE MONE! *couldn't tell her yet cause she was laughing nonstop!* AHHAHAHA!
Mone said "WHATTT LAHHHH! hahahahahaha"
-ahahahahahahah! stuuupiddd girll!

Oh, goood timess(: Dumbo lah you PON! <3 I love laughing with mone while watching a movie:D *does the move when the avatar prays* AHHAHAHHA! MONE<3

Edge Of Your Seat.

2009-12-18T23:56:00.003+08:00

Goodbye by Miley Cyrus, recommended by SimoneLai(:

Zombieland was an enjoyable movie(: Laughed my ass off with SIMONELAI! HAHAHHA, oh good times(: Avatar will be my next, can't wait. Pavilion tomorrow with motherest! (:

Will you be able to commit? <3

Slow.

2009-12-17T00:37:00.006+08:00

Miss America by Nick Carter.

Swimming later today! :D with my lovess<3 Then ZOMBIELAND after(:
I have something to say, but something in me is just telling me not to/: maybe cause I expect and hope for too much?

But he notices.

Is things finally looking up?

"I'm mad, really bad! But don't tell my mom & dad!"

2009-12-16T01:37:00.005+08:00

Signal Fire by Snow Patrol.

Whole day with Mone at Pyramid, haha. One on One! :D Fun moments, ahaha<3 Plans Thurs & Fri! Can't wait man, miss that Thong chick(; & that MissLeong(:

Can't wait for that dance with you <3

Dancing.

2009-12-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

I have an apple smell in my room & it's so calming & nice(:
Went out with Mone on Sunday at our usual place, heh(: Beat her in Chess & Checkers:D HAHA. Ohh the fuuunn(; Maybe going out tmr too, not sure yet. Sent YX off to Italy Friday night, she's gonna be there for two whole months/: Damn girl. No fair.
Anyways, something has been on my mind since Friday night before sending YX off to Italy.
<3

Is it still there?

Don't.

2009-12-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

Promise by Vanessa Hudgens.

Slept over Anis's Sunday night & had a havoc time:D Baked cupcakes, skyped with Abang like the whole time, heh(: Fun fun. Had like 3 hours of sleep? Then woke up & bathed, then headed to the club! With Danial, Abang, Nick & Atiq(: Makan pagi then, gym till 12pm. thennnn swimm.

Nick Raja Adam!

<3

Abang Amirrul Ehsan!

Atiq is missing/:
Then, waited for Mone, Eddy, Lisha & HanXian. +The Megats, Then made plans to go curveee & watched NinjaAssassin. Good movie.

So last night Pauline Thong lost her phone in pyramid's cinema. Awhsome right? heh. Searched everywhere, ran up & down. Nothing/: We watched Couples Retreat! Funny(: But anyways, HafizPyro sent me home:D Got home at 1am.

-One day, when I can't take all the calling-me-fat, it wont be my fault when I shout & scream & burst infront of your faces.

Lullaby.

2009-12-04T01:04:00.007+08:00

Who woudn't want that? :O ! Dammit lah.

It's passed 1am & I can't sleep. Was over at Mone's. Just lepak-ed, don't ask. I did my nails! Anyways, I do not know what to do tmr): sigh.
So, AnisNoorHaziqah is back starting from tmr night. Am going swimming with her at Kgsaas this up coming monday with her & her current boyfriend(: anybody want to join?

I can't seem to figure something out/: but it doesn't matter what people say & it doesn't matter how long it takes. Believe in youself & you'll fly high. It only matters how true you are, be true to yourself & follow your heart. So don't give up & don't break down. Be strong even if it all goes wrong. Sooner than it seems, life turns around.

Wink*

2009-12-02T17:54:00.005+08:00

Over It by Katherine McPhee.

So, I'm finishing up The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. So far so good, but I still adore Dear John better(:
NickSoon, I hope your doing better<3

I'm bored, I feel like screaming.

Who doesn't want to be wanted?

Rough.

2009-11-30T13:19:00.003+08:00

Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore.

Would you just do yourself a favor & look at THAT! :O NewMoon movie sucked balls but their looks changed everything;D
From my point of view, the book rocked socks. But Bella's love should always be Edward. It has always been him. Jacob was just there to heal her heart, that's why she has feelings for him now/; it's okay Jacob, I'll take you anytime of the DAY! ;D AHHAHAA. HOT DAMN man he.
Fo' shizzle my nizzle :D

It's the last day of November/: Time is just going TOO fast.
I'ma read 'The Last Song' by Nick Sparks now! See yah<3

Heal.

2009-11-30T01:07:00.006+08:00

For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert.

Watched New Moon on Thursday with my school mates(; & two very cute twins(; Fa & Za? HAHA. Very dissapointed with NewMoon though, they like put all the details in the trailer. -.- Stupid. But it'skay, I LOVED Kristen & TaylorLautner:D :D <3
Then, night time came, 2nd surprise party for Lisha(: Was at BubbaGump, Pyramid(: GooooodFOOOOOD:D

<3 All In One(:

LoveLoveLove(:

Meet Mr.Buff! Ashshakur :O

Meet Stephanie Ko.

Meet Eunice.

Meet the boys.

The Belated Birthday Girl<3

You know my Monehhh(;

You know my Paulinee:D

Lisha's almost-four-long-year boyfriend! -HanXian Tegjeu.
Btw, hx. You cleaned up really good that night(;

Nick Soon! <3 Awhsome fellow(:

Meet Khai Teq(:

Meet the ladies man(; Hadzwan Akmal!

Meet Firdani.

I Love My Mone(:

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Futsal the next day with them peopleee(: got home before 11(:
Saturday, went out & watched 90210 S2 & GossipGirls S3:D HELL YEAH! <3

Today was out from 2 till 1130. My two loves, Mone & Pauline. Plus, DimitriRosli, kindergarden friend! We watched NewMoon & I bought the kid seat for myself, cheaper kay! 6 bucks only. heh(: Mone did her naaails, PINK! HAHA. I got a beanie(; & bought flats(:
Okaysss, I'ma hit the sacks now. Tired.
Night night<3

Where's your faith?

Hearts Were Never Meant To Race.

2009-11-26T09:30:00.002+08:00

All The Right Moves by One Republic.

Tuesday oh Tuesday.
It was 11am. Nat picked me up & we headed off to KL. Without both of us getting down till she dropped me off at Pyramid with SimoneLai there with her little cousin. -.- & it was allready 1pm+ heh. GPS sucks balls. It'll tell you EVERYTHING except the place you want to go. Gahh. But atleast we had musik in the car & it was NatLi(: <3
So, anyways, we watched 2012. I cried like a million times/:
So sad with everybody dying, hpmh. Simone just teared. -.- HAHA. I LOVED that movie, 2hours & a half but worth it for me(: Got back before 9pm.

Wednesday fun Wednesday.
Was at Simone's till 3pm+ Then out we went(; Got back at 10pm.
Sometimes friends don't know it but they can heal a Broken &
Heavy Heart <3

Today? It's gonna be awhsome day(;
Tell you why after the day goes<3

FamILY.

Goodmorning world;

2009-11-24T09:12:00.007+08:00

Go by Boys Like Girls.

Was bored my ass off yesterday, but Abang Amirrul Ehsan made it so much better. HAHA. Laughed my ass off with him(: Funny boy. My lastest friend I made I guess:D We switched alot of stories.
Okay, hmm, I really got nothing to blog about.
Anis Noor Haziqah moved to JB on Sunday. Eventhough I just met her on Friday too. I feel like I've known her forever. Can't wait for her to get back anyday. Btw babe, we NEED a new picture together. HAHA.
Lovess.

Skyped with Tasnim & Shakur last night. Again, laughed my ass off with them:D I'm gonna see them really soon! <3
I'm going out today, what are you gonna do?

The past doesn't matter, what matters is what it has made you today.

Then & Now.

2009-11-21T14:19:00.005+08:00

Russian Roulette by Rihanna.

Went back to the past yesterday. Brought back some memories that should never be brought up. Brought back some memories that should have never been done but if they never happened, I wouldn't be what I am today(: It is true, we learn from our mistakes. But I have to admit, I do miss some things there. My friends. My past.

"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow. &&we couldn’t wait to grow up."

"Sometimes you gotta run away to see who will run after you, sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who's listening, sometimes you gotta stand up in a fight to see who's standing by your side, sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision only to see who's there to help you fix it. Sometimes you've gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back."

Summer.

2009-11-17T21:22:00.008+08:00

Crawl by Chris Brown <3

Was at Pauline's on Friday(: Met up with an old friend, funny ass. HAHA. Hariz from Bukit Jelutong! Then was at LifeGroup at night. Laughed ALOT, I telll youuuu! ;D

So Saturday night I went over Mone's place & we went to OU with my buddays! YX came down since..well, a LONG time! <3 :D Mone got her belly pierced! :O HOT DAMN! I wanna get it too but obviously not now, parents would disown me and kick me out of the house. HAHA. It was rm125. Got home around 12am.

In school yesterday, it was class partay.

4KB of 2009(:

Chua I can't wait for you to come home. LOVE YOU!
HX's coming back tmr(: Lisha don't forget us little people! HAHA. <3
Faiz Zaini is back! (:

Pauline came over in the morning today, we switched stories as usual(; Then went over Mone's place for awhile took YX's phone cause mine is dead. In need of a new phone/:

I am getting up.

AAR(;

2009-11-10T14:33:00.008+08:00

Life After You by Daughtry.

31st October!

They came(: Only one was ready & smiled. ;D

Loved the head-banging(: Screaming, Shouting & Jumping!

After everything(; Drenched in rain water, sweat & um, other stuff? HAHA(;
It was worth the LONG wait. Tyson Ritter was sexy & turned me on(; More pictures in FB. Came home after 12, showered, FB then SLEPT(:

-I found out that you're not worth it/: I guess I just wanted to be in love.

Lisha's 16th.

2009-11-06T21:31:00.014+08:00

Blast is what it was, it what it was(;
Mone, Pauline, Weiren. Asyraf. Zakir. Nick & his friend, Hugo. Dylan. Eddy. Leon. Ali. Daus. Din. Ahmad Hafiz. Dani. Hadzwan & his friend, Izzat.

It was a long night(:

Lisha & her mummmaayy! :D Auntie Anne helped(: Thankyouverymuch!

Xian, when you coming home to us? <3

Lisha, I love you lah(: <3

Go figure whose tiny puny fingers are those. -.- HAHA.

They left around 4am.
We got entertained(: So we sang & laughed. & I loved it.
Way more pictures in FB(:

Next day, went to pyramid. Had lunch at 3pm, at Tony Romas. Delicious.

Enough said. got home around 8pm.

Saw the sexiest boy on the planet today(; <3

2009-11-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

Listening to Hazy by Rosi Golan ft. William Fitzsimmons.

You don't know this now but, there're some things that need to be said. It's all that I can hear, It's more than I can bare.

311009, your place <3

We just have to find the one who is worth suffering for.

24th October.

2009-11-01T21:29:00.007+08:00

Listening to Ghosts by MJ(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BUDDAY! (: Kheshini's 16th Surprise(: <3 Gave her the shock of her life at 12am:D HAHA. She actually jumped! AHHAHAA. We all talked, laughed till 2am(: It was FUN(: <3 Played pool till 4am. Her place practically has everything. -.- Bed so gawddamn comfortable. Sigh.

Anyways, she has everything a person could buy already. I had no idea what to get her. <3 you lah babe.

Hate That We’re Just Some Summer Love.

2009-11-01T16:59:00.012+08:00

Listening to Breathe by Taylor Swift.

It was Thursday, the 30th. The oh so smexy Hafiz Ariffin's 18th(;

Told him I’d get him something random;D Saw him Saturday morning<3

So back to Thursday was at OU with friends(: <3

Crave, Dorothy Perkins, rm 210 /:

Internet’s being a BIG FAT bitch): I want the broadband! Ish.
Anyways, Friday after school was with Khesh, June & Chua. Dressed. Got ready for a night with the Queen. She’s hot btw. Never expected that. So young & beautiful.

I'm not short okay! Their just wearing high heals & I'm wearing as you can see, converse:D HAHA.

Firdaus & Dani was there too(: At Nikko Hotel. They look so damn hot in suits man. Love hot guys in suits(; Then, while waiting in the lobby I saw. THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS came in. :O I couldn’t move for a minute or two. Tyson was using a walking stick): Poor baby/: <3 Nick was hot:D Chris was Chris. HAHA. And Mike was Mike:D

Slept over a friend’s place. Hate that we didn’t get to talking alot/: Hate that you barely was there for me.

Got up in the morning and got ready for ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS concert:D Hafiz, Pau, Ddin and Khai Teq came over in the morning & we left my friends place at 2pm. Then met up with two other cars and drove to Bukit Jalil for the concert(: Daus was being emo/: & I didn’t know what happened. Sigh.

Anyways, We were pumped up. Line was long like crap, but we cut queue. Thanks to Dimitri Rosli! HAHA. Saw LOADS of friends(:

Got in and Lisha got abit not normal, I asked her to sit at the side there but she didn’t wanna listen then she wondered out loud what would HX do if he were here. & I said, he would say listen to CHEYENNEJACKSON! (;

Anyways, she got better. All the malay strangers were being such assholes, then Hadzwan was looking out for us like a body guard<3 Loveyoulah babe. Thanks loads.

It was getting to 7 already. Concert didn’t start yet. Locals started bit by bit. Loved trying to remember the lyrics like Mr. Hafiz;D Cute as hell he is(: Head banged cause I loved the drums, some awesome shit. Got to 8, and it was raining. Then 9. And then before 10pm AAR finally decided to come out. & everybody of course got pumped up & we started screaming and shouting!

Tyson said we’re the sexiest crowd! AHAHAHA<3 Head banged to all their songs. BTW, with short hair it’s AWESOME! HAHA. Concert finished abit after 11. Didn’t get to watch their last 2 songs but We heard them though. Not gonna say why. Then, Eddy sent the subang people home. Lisha, Mone & Me(: I went over Mone’s place for 10 mins. -.- heh.

Did I mention I didn’t eat like the whole day? Plus Pauline. Just drank loads. When I got home I FB-ed, bathed, teared abit and fell asleep.

Met up with Ash this morning<3

P.S. : Pictures from AAR will be up ASAP :D <3

Ask Me.

2009-10-25T20:15:00.006+08:00

Listening to 3 by Britney Spears.
Sexy song.

Was with Mone at pyramid(: <3 Lepaked je.

Met Lisha around 5? (: <3 They went for a movie. Don't ask why I didn't go. @@ Anyways, yeah. Going to school tomorrow. Suckish much? ISH!
Toodles, One Tree Hill, season 6 is coming up:D I already missed last week, but i had a good excuse(; (; <3

2009-10-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

I want all this complicatedness between us to go away):

No Sound But The Wind.

2009-10-22T19:04:00.012+08:00

Listening to Body Language by Jesse McCartney(;

NatLi(:

I LOVE YOU LAH DONKEY(;

Alifah & Murney(:

We'll laugh every 5 seconds(:

CINTA CINTA CINTA CINTA!

Chua, June & Kheshini(:

Love that we can solve our problems & start again(: <3

Oh can you just FEEL the love:D <3 <3 <3

P.S.: Guess what? I think I'm in love. Or maybe I just want to be in love/:

"God puts faith in you, not knowledge"?

2009-10-21T14:40:00.011+08:00

FALSE. NOT TRUE. WRONG.
God MADE knowledge.

So there was something that hit me last night. That I was hurt & I didn't even realize it. I was talking to a couple of friends. One had questions. & One had the answers.

So this is what I know, :
You can go to God & be real.
Don't Pretend.
Go Broken.
Be Honest Before Him.

The only Person we can be completely honest with is God. Even if we don't know how to express in words. I know that He knows, and that there is nothing we can hide from Him even if we tried to. It's okay to talk to God about it. You may feel unworthy to come into His presence. I know I did. I defined myself a failure. But it doesn't matter to God.

In fact, if there is any One who best understands your brokenness it's Jesus, because He was broken too. When He was hanging on the cross, His body broken, can you imagine how His heart was breaking when He thought of how the people He so dearly loved are the same ones who nailed Him on the cross?

And now here He is opening His arms to anyone who is broken too. The great thing about God is that He's always there. No matter how far away you want to run from Him or the situation, look beside you and you'd see that He's been running alongside you too.

Cried myself to sleep last night, to know God is SO forgiving just amazes me.

In school today during exam, I had this need to write everything I thought of into a blank piece of paper. But I tried to push that need away. But it was still calling me. So, when I finally did. I sat there & suddenly, I felt of wanting to go home, into my room & sit for hours with God and not feel the need of anyone or anything else.
He does give hope.
He does give faith.
He does give love.
He does give joy.
He does give strength.
God is love.
God is beauty.
God is EVERYTHING.

Someone told me, "God doesn't want us to be perfect." & it's True.
God knows us from head to toe. He knows how many strands of hair we have. He knows what we can take & what he cannot.
"Have you ever wondered why God didn't show us our future? Because he wants us to LIVE it WITH HIM(:"

So I've decided that, :
I CAN.
I MUST.
I WOULD.
I SHOULD.
I SHALL.
I WILL.
I WANT TO.
I WANT TO KNOW.
I WANT TO KNOW MORE.
I BELIEVE.
Do you?

When you are broken, so is God. When you have a broken heart, so does God.
It hurt me when someone called this just a religion, this is A RELATIONSHIP. We were brought up differently so we can FIND Him & learn from others. You are not alone.

When will we learn, that sometimes it is okay to not be okay?

2pm to 2am.

2009-10-19T13:14:00.006+08:00

Listening to Body Language by Jesse Mccartney ft. T-Pain.

Sometimes when you're down & need a friend to be with. You seem to want explanations for things but sometimes, silence says everything. Knowing that you're friend is there already helps. <3

Yesterday(:
Subway for lunch. Clothes for depression. Friends for company.
Love the people I was with yesterday<3
Tears were there. Laughter came. Love interrupted.

Starbucks, studying.

After that,
Forever21.

She cracks me up.

Met Asyraf, Dylan & Nick there(: Funny people. HAHA. Oh, & I love my new earrings:D

Night was amazing(; An unforgettable night<3
I. WAS. NOT. HIGH. PEOPLE! I promise(;
After had girltalk with Simone from 2am till 4am(: Slept over her place(:

P.S. : I like my hair:D

End The Riot.

2009-10-17T15:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes we don't need words.

I Like To Drive You Crazy(;

2009-10-12T16:45:00.003+08:00

Listening to Catch Me by Demi Lovato. Recommended by the great LishaLeong(; <3

Oh, just a few of the many took with SimoneLai when I was at her place on Friday. Go checkout FB(:

Love these two pictures. HAHA. Puts a smile on my face everytime(:

WHEEEEEEEE.

I will be seeing you soon, hun(: <3 I can't wait.

I just realised I will be sooo buzy after finals MAN! HAHAHHA. Love it.
Loves.

Scared.

2009-10-10T22:12:00.012+08:00

Listening to One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber.

So, I had my fun last night with ONE OF my best friends(; SimoneLai.
Lisha, I miss making you laugh;D
Pauline, sorry I've been such a bitch to you lately. I know I'm treating you badly, I'm sorry. I just miss ya'll so bad. Plus, I mean, I feel so out, y'know?

Like, I don't get to see all my best friends everyday. & the studying? ugh. Sometimes I just stop & think what ya'll are doing. If you miss me as much as I miss you/: You have no idea how much I want to see you guys. & I know this sounds so cliche but watching like life-kind-of movies make me sad. It's like in the end the girl gets her boy & her friends are right over her shoulder. But their just fairy tales right? Hmph. We all have our dreams.
Plus, the last guy I "dated" didn't leave me much faith, 'cause now he acts like we never had anything. & I hate that. & I hate that it's so hard to walk away from him.
Just need you guys<3

Love you till the world comes down.
You too, Ms. SamYiXian<3

P.S. : We need a new picture. Since I got my just oh so new AWESOME hair cut;D

New(:

2009-10-05T17:36:00.001+08:00

Listening to It's Alright, It's Ok by Ashley Tisdale.

She made it happen(: <3 <3 <3

Comments anyone? (:

Boots, Shorts, Belts & Low Cut Singlets(;

2009-10-03T15:10:00.006+08:00

Listening to Party In The U.S.A. by Miley Cyrus.

MY DANCING SONG:D If you hate this song. It'll grow on you. TRUST ME. Heh. Watch the video. HOT MUCH<3
So after watching the video, I'm either planning to have REALLY long hair till my waist but curly or SHORT hair?/: Help.

So, it's been awhile huh? Been buzy, I guess. Let's flash back. Slept over Pauline's place from tuesday last week till Friday. HAHA. Long huh? Tell me about it. It'll be a long time till I sleep over her place again. HAHA. Love her little white cousins. SHOO cute. Went swimming with them &I turned REALLY tan. Heh. Her big brother sent me home on Friday & she followed me & I couldn't decide if I should follow her to pyramid, so whatever. She pleaded & I just followed. Walked around & bla bla bla. Had her brother send me home again. HAHA.

Then, Saturday went swimming with her AGAIN but now, with Lisha & HanXian. Oh, how much I've missed them(: <3 Went over Lisha's place & decided to head over Pauline's club. So, bla bla bla. Got darker AGAIN. HAHA. So this is how we're suppose to spend a HOLIDAY! HAHAHA. fun with friends(:

Missed you MONE):

So, this week have been studying. Exams this Wednesday, can't wait for it to be DONE. I'LL GO OUT EVERYDAY! Right, di? :DDD I LOVE YOUUU(:

Just a few of 4KB's amazing people(:

Wallpaper on my Mac<3

Oh, YiXian's birthday is near. SUPPOSE to head over to Kuantan with Mone & Pauline today/: But exams. GAH. Sorry YX. You know I wanted to come/: LOVEYOU, BABE<3

&the saddest news just came about. TYSON RITTER, leader of All-American Rejects, is hospitalized): Their concert is POSTPONED): Well, at least now I can study BUT BUT BUT, PLEASE OH PLEASEE not on a school day or never at all): <3

ANWYAYS, something random. I HAVE 1002 itunes songs! Awesome no? :D

Gotta get back to those books/: Wish me luck. <3

Those Smiles.

2009-09-18T16:43:00.001+08:00

Listening to Down by Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne(:

No studies the whole of yesterday. I actually didn't want to go to school but something told me too. &I'm glad I went(: I love my class. We're not perfect but we sure can make you laugh(;

So, Clothes on Chicks with MakeUp having Moves, Where's the guys? (;

HEE(:

Indian much? heh(: Meet Shereena.

I love this picture(:

Evelyn Wong.

RiyanaRazak, AimiDiyana & SarahZain(:

WE'RE IN INDIAN DANCE(:

Check me out man, can stop &laugh. XD

JOEYYY(:

Not everyone in 4KB(:

Last picture of the day &off for the whole of next week(:

More pictures to come(: <3

Not Fair.

2009-09-15T20:31:00.003+08:00

"We see this imbalanced & We Go, 'That's Not Right, That's Not Fair.' But Oh To Often That's All We Do, Because For Us To Do Anymore Is Actually Gonna Cost Us Something. & If That's Where It Ends, Perhaps Then It's Fair To Say That, We Ignored The Prostituted Child, That We Actually Lent Our Hand To Their Abuse. That When We Ignore The Widow & Orphan In Their Distress That We Actually Add To Their Pain."

"Is It Fair, To Walk Pass The Homeless Man & Give Him Nothing, In The Assumption That He'll Spend It On Booze Or Cigarettes Or What You Suggest That He Should Go Out & Get A Job. I MEAN, WHO ARE WE TO JUDGE THE ALCOHOLIC OR THE PROSTITUTE OR THE ADDICT OR THE CRIMICAL, AS IF WE ARE ANY BETTER. "

"When We Choose Not To Help The Poor & The Needy. That We Actually Rob Them."

Worthy.

2009-09-13T02:12:00.006+08:00

Listening to Shove It by Santigold(:

Penn Badgley(; 21 &ohh soo delicious(;
Ed Westwick, 22 & very SHEEEMMMEEXYYY(;
&never forgetting,
Chace Crawford, 24 &again, VERY DROP DEAD GORGEOUS(;
&OOH OH! the ohh soo HOT 'dad' in the show(; JEFFERY MATTHEW SETTLE, 39. HHEEEEEEE(:

So you would guess what show I have been watching lately(:

ANYWAYS, ask me how was my day(: At Megamall with classmates.

The End.

Words To Say.

2009-09-09T19:54:00.004+08:00

Listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So, have been having something on my mind lately. But I thing is, I don't know what. But, I THINK I got the gist/: &I don't like what it is):
Anyways,

heee(: At Lisha's on the 29th August for Swimming. Waiting for sha while she was having tuition(:

From the 2nd of this month, Happy Belated Mi(:

(:

heh. I love my Sunday nights<3

xoxo.

Set Me Free.

2009-09-07T14:47:00.005+08:00

Listening to Sunshine by AAR.

This year is passing so damn fast. Don't you agree? I still can remember what I did on NewYear's/: Let's slow it down? 'Cause next year isn't gonna be so much fun/:

Okay, first off.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, HANXIAN TEGJEU! (: Miss you LOADS. I'll give you a BIGG HUGE HUG when you come back home. We should go rockclimbing(; <3

From WS(:

BinderJackson knows how to pose too(:

Grandma's b'day dinner on the 21st of August & U. Adrian, the one sitting next to her.

Ready? SING!

It wasn't singing. HAHA. It was screaming &shouting. HAHAHAHA. See mama(:

RockClimbing on the 5th of September at OU(: Was a blast. Loved it. Can't wait to go again.

Heee(:

NO ROPES! haha.

Up.

Down.

I'm climbinggg:D

AWWWWW. Nat said, 'shooo cuteee.' HAHA.

Zoe &I on the AutoWall(:

dady was too tired.

Mummy could still go(:

When she came down, she landed on her butt. HAHAHA(: I'll climb that wall next time. PROMISE.

Can't wait for the next rockclimbing. I so wanna take the belaying course(:

Will blog again about yesterday later. Need the pictures(: <3